Tuesday

Today was a miserable day for me. I had insomnia again last night. I finished my report at 11.30pm but I can only get into sleep around 1am according to the radio report. I had a lot of dreams during my sleep as well but I couldn't remember any of them. I woke up at 5.45am and was almost late when I reached school at 6.43am. My mood was spoiled and I planned not to go for the farewell lunch for Nelson.

My day started with 2 periods of Biology class teaching something about blue light, red light, long day, short day plants. Having bad memories about this class. 3 chapters of note need to be complete by tonight because the note need to pass up tomorrow >.< Biology are all FACTS! Why do we need to copy the FACTS from the book and let the teacher check whether the FACTS are correct? Anyway, I still need to obey the command and finish my note tonight.

I had 7 periods of Chemistry today, so called a "Chemistry Day". We have 3 periods of tutorial and 4 periods for the experiment. I was having difficulty when I was comparing the equation to get the Faraday constant based on my experiment result. I got it as 98533C but theoretically Faraday Constant should be 96500C. So my result for Faraday constant was greater than the theoretical one, therefore my L (Avogrado's constant) is lesser than the theoretical one. I got my L as 6.16x10^23 but theoretically is 6.23x10^23. So it is slightly differ from the theoretical one for 0.06x10^23. My conclusion was saying this is due to some of the Cu ion dissolved into the CuSO4 solution and not precipitated on the cathode and caused this difference. Hmm. I am glad my scientific analyzing skill still working well until today (:

After school, my class planned to have farewell lunch with Nelson. I don't feel like going at first but I afraid I will regret if I don't see him for the last time in this year. I do admit I have special feeling toward this guy but I know what I should concentrate now. Since he had chosen the way that he wants to have in future, as my friend, I will give him my blessing and support his decision. We went KFC for the farewell and I enjoyed it. We took our first picture together and I realized I am shorter than him. I wanna to hang around with them but I was emotionally disturbed. I hardly accept he leaving us so soon! I said goodbye to him with a smile and walked away, my smile just faded when I turned my face. I forced myself to be someone that I am not, to express in a way that I don't feel that way. I am just trying my best to keep the best impression for him, I wish the things we experienced together and memories we had, will be the most precious treasure in our lives!

I came home around 2pm and start doing my note until 3pm. Took a nap at 3.30pm and woke up at 4.30pm. I had a lot of dreams, complicated dreams. The thing I only remember about the dreams are someone keep on repeating "Oh my goodness!" >.< It is my turn to say "Oh my goodness" because I am having insomnia and looking forward for dreamless night. I wish I don't dream so much tonight and allow my brain to have the best rest!

Bryan, Daniel and I went for grocery shopping at servay just now. I just knew these 2 guys for around 2 or 3 weeks. They are quite friendly and we just built up our friendship just as, how I built up our friendship with Irwinder, just within a short time. This is my Nth time grocery shopping with my friends but FIRST time with male friends. Most of the time, I shopped with Eyen for her groceries and ingredients to prepare nice meals for Dandelions. It was quite fun and allow me to observe more of my friends. Bryan is still quiet but at least now we have a little bit more conversation. He is very independent and shopped on his own. Daniel only start talking when he left the car. hahaha. I don't know why. I feel so awkward when I get into the car whereby everyone just quiet and quiet only. I assume Daniel is a good chief since he is able to plan out a lot dishes he wants to cook and probably he is a better cook than me :D I am planning whether I should drop by their place and cook them a meal (actually I want Daniel to cook for me but he refuse, instead, he ask me to cook for him. I am so glad he believe I can food that is eatable. hahahaha.) and Daniel and I were arguing who should do the washing. Since Daniel said he likes washing while, Bryan likes the cooking part only with everything prepared. So, Bryan was like Yee Hau, who desire the cooking process only and I hope, Bryan doesn't create so much things to wash like Yee Hau :P

Now, am home and am going to do prepare my "Science Tricks" proposal on July and proposal on renewing the Junior Youth song book. I wish I can give my best service to the Lord and to my class. 5 days of holidays are waiting me now! :D