PreU might not mean PreAdult

Something happened in school today. I always thought that to be a pre-U student, we are already taught to be mature, fair, considerate, openness, thoughtful and other positive values. However, I was shocked to see a girl being rude and pushing someone when she walked by just because she doesn't like me and she doesn't like the people who are close with me.

I start to wondering am I right about Pre-U students should be equal to be a pre-mature adult (0,0)

I don't mean to bad mouthing about this girl but I think I should really learn to have more self control before I do something like what the girl did. My friends and I were discussing about exam and the results we got, this girl walked by and pushed my friend who is a senior and one of the supervisor in school. We kind of shocked and that girl just walk away quickly. I shouted to that girl " Don't you know what is manner?" but she just walked away.

I do believe she had fear in her when she heard I am shouting to her. I used to act like her when I was in my high school. I purposely go against the rules and regulations and end up when people subject about me, I stand up for myself, with fear. This is not the life that I want. I want my life which is upright and I stand up for myself fearlessly. I believe I have done that steps by steps. I pray that I will be a supervisor in school soon. I want to help the school to build up students that obey rules and regulations but not go against rules and regulations yet still not repent about their wrongs.

One and a half year of Pre-U life support to be a period where we prepare ourselves to be a university student and soon to be adult. We have to prepare to be responsible for our words, actions and thoughts because when we are out of the school compound or what I called as "protecting" area, entered into the community, you will have to face real mean things that we never thought of.

I worked for some years during my high school and I understood something about this community. To protect myself, I choose to be loyal to myself which mean I will be person who pay you back with the way how you treat me. If you treat me nice and well, I will share my life with you and accepting you to be part of my life. If you treat me with a "better" way, I will not do any reply because that's your life. You chose to use your life to hurt me, is your matter and I always thankful to those who hurt me because you make me grow even tougher as the year goes by and build up my foundation to be a better person as I won't give up because no one can destroy our lives besides ourselves first decided to destroy our lives caused others.