Fine day :)

Today is a really good day for me as I've learn a lesson which is aggressive to be positive, self control and be funny :D

I started my day kind of blue. I seem to be missing someone that I didn't meet for 30-24=6+4=10 days since our last meeting. I missed him so much today. He is my best buddy and we always share our things with one another and he is the apple of my eyes :) Since there is function at his place every Friday night, so we get to meet up one another for once or twice a week. However, this month, we haven't meet since the bbq day until now. I have so much things to share with him about my life, my school and my spiritually growth. I will going back to church this Sunday, not trying but I WILL go. I know that sounds like a music to his eyes (:

My days continue to be blue for the first 5 periods where I were having PA2 and Maths 2. I love both of these subjects but I were just moody and something funny is TC ignored my request for the prefects to go for recess early and have some snack. He drag our recess until 9.40am where the prefects need to start their duty already. I have to eat my food and do my duty at the same time. Argh! I hate that! It makes me look ugly ): I have 3 periods of Chemistry and 1 period of MUET after recess. Chemistry was having test today and seriously, I DIDN'T PREPARE FOR IT. I don't think I did well in this paper but I just allow myself to express whatever knowledge that is saved and remained in my brain upon that chapter. We have learn something new as well, Multiple bonding. I start to like this since it is like a Mathematics. Calculate and predict the shape :D For Muet, we have reading :D I love reading and I never know reading can be an exam in Muet d;

My day started to glow when it comes to the afternoon tutorial class. I had Muet as well but we were going to the Library (; Something happened there give a good lesson. When me and a guy walking up to the stair to the library, this guy keep on calling me "pretty girl..pretty girl", I know he was joking with me so I just replied him with "yes, what is it?" A doll like girl which I have not favour on her, raised up her voice and say to the boy: "She (me) is a pork chop, you also want her?" For normal people, sure they already got mad of it. I was irritated but I didn't fight back because I know if I fight back, that would lower my reputation. I kept silence and I am happy of she is calling me Pork Chop.

The reason is, even though I am a Pork Chop, there are still guys who like to flirt and talk with me. Compared to her, a doll-like girl, you look cute but you are not as tough as me. You have no life experience like me and you are not harm immune like me. It is nothing bad to be a pork chop since I am happy with myself and my body shape and I don't need to keep fit like those DOLL LIKE girls, fragile and afraid of fat growing inside their bodies. I allow my weight to float and sink because that's the blessing of the creator and the most important is I am still healthy with my weight. So, doll like girl, get lost because I wouldn't fight with you neither giving you a heed. You are just wasting your time to hate me. I am a friend of a girl that you called her as princess and I am happy for that. I am friend with a princess and I am going to help and build this princess to be a lady who is strong inside and soft outside, unlike you, fragile from the inside out :P

I also had some talk with my friend's brother, and I think we are able to call each other FRIEND now because I am treating him like my friend and he is a good brother :) He looks quite alike with my friend (Funny, because they are brother what!) , a mature version of my friend. We discuss about the Pork Chop matter and he asked me to brush it off and don't mind about that doll. That makes me feel good though. I felt relaxed when I talk to him even though he sounds like a brother. Hahaha..I am the only child in the family and I am longer for a friend who acts like a brother to me. I think he is one of the best choices to talk beside my former piano tutor in church and my best buddy (:

Whatever happened today is going to build me up tomorrow. I believe my past gave me strength to face the mean of this world and I am ready to be stronger in the inside and softer in the outside (that exclude from losing my weight. My brain needs more fat to develop since the brain is consist of 97% of fat and water!)

I will count my days until I can meet the apple of my eyes, the arrival of school and exam on 17-19th Aug. And yeah, I bought 2 songs during the school bazaar for all of my friends. Both of these are Chinese songs, 黄小琥 － 没那么简单，梁静茹－情歌. First one is because the lyric is so true about one's life and I wish more people would get know this song and this song was sang by 胡夏（星光六班) I am not a fan of any celebrities or entertainment, I just love the song. Second song is because I used to love that song so much and I missed the time I kept on playing this song with my keyboard :D

Until then,