Yesterday (31/7) was my birthday :D It was a birthday which different from those I used to had for 5 years ago. I have been celebrate my birthday with my gang for 5 years of high school. This year, first year of Pre-U, I am celebrating this with my own family. It is a new experience though :)
Let's count the blessing I got yesterday. I got a new spec with protections from UV and damages to eyes due to too frequent using the computer and watching tv. That costs my mum RM 150. I formatted my laptop and that cost my mum about RM 40. We had dinner last night with my nanny and it cost about RM 83. So, this birthday, I used RM 273 in totally of my mum's money. However, I am going to buy new laptop soon, WITH MY OWN EFFORT.
My laptop screen got spoiled as I accidentally placed something heavy on my laptop. So it's broken now. Part of it couldn't view anything. I called my friend to ask about fixing this screen, he said that's gonna cost me up to RM 800. So, I told him I will consider buying a new laptop which cost me around RM 1300 and I am going to do that secretly. I am not going to let my mum know about to avoid she will nag on me and once again saying the laptop is her belongings. Kind of -,- when she said this during argument and I am going to make this old laptop to be her belongings once I have enough money to buy a new one.
I received quite a lot of birthday wish in facebook. They are so sweet even though just a simple word of happy birthday. My classmates and schoolmates didn't appear at all. That makes me start to think, what kind of people I want myself to be. Should I continue being who I am or I should behave like gossip girls just as one of my friends changed to be and that is really sad. I am not saying I have much more experience than others but I believe the Lord will revenge for me upon whoever that hurt me if I keep on keeping my faith in Him. So, I promised the Lord I won't be a gossip person. Everyone has their own problem to handle and I have my own problem as well.
I just kept quiet for all the unfair things happen to me and keep on praying for them. I believe one day, they will learn a lesson from someone that shows them they are wrong in part of their lives. I am not having a good relationship with my classmates even though I tried to fix it but some people is just too hard to handle. So, I gave up on it and I focused on my study and getting high mark position in my co-curriculum. Not as a competition between me and that Pokemon but a competition between the high school me and now. I almost hibernate from co-curriculum during my high school because it was so boring except BSMM and I am proud to be a BSMM.
For now, I am vice-treasurer in BSMM even though I have an ambition to be the Vice-president and a committee in Maths and Science. Even though that Pokemon is now a President in Maths and Science but I don't see that she has any potential.I think Asriwan is much more better than her because Pokemon is much more inexperience no matter in dealing with people or knowing the organization of the school. So, I will sit and wait to watch a movie about Pokemon ruins. I know sounds bad here but I am not a saint.
Anyway, my birthday is over and relaxation is over. I shall continue my hardworking and get a better result and aimed for my medication course/psychology/law in future! GCPA 4.0, I want you to be in my pocket at the end of next year :D
One of the senior committees in BSMM, she told me she wanted me to be the President because I have full confidence in the way I presenting myself during the interview and I am an experience BSMM in my previous school :) That sounds so good and encouraging and thanks for that :D
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