Beginning of December

Time flies that I have passed 12 days of my school holiday. It is nor long or short period but I have learn a lot and experienced separation with my dearest friends, cabin mates, brothers, sisters, father and mother on Hannah. It was painful but that make me most sure of I will meet them again one day, on Earth or in Heaven.

AS December is here, I guess we need some Christmas feel here. So, Merry Christmas to all before it is here :P I have been spending my Christmas preparation, Christmas eve and day in church for many years, 5 years, I guess? This year I ought to have a special Christmas, a year of rest and peace. My schedule is almost full for this month. Family, work- baby sitting, serving. Most of it are serving. 17, 18, 19, 24, 25,26 th December. Serving days on different position. However, I didn't join Caroling this year =D I will get more time spend with my mum and focus on stuff I want to do before this year end. 

My Christmas is filled with the sadness of memorial of my granny and my dad. Sometimes, I don't sure which emotion I should have during that day. Happy? Sad? Neutral? Pretending? Anyway, I just want a peace and restful Christmas. No Christmas tree, No Christmas presents, No Christmas parties, Nothing. Just leave me alone with some tea and books. I know I can't do that to my family, so, I will still spend some times with them-mum and my pets (My rabbit is getting eh..HUGE!) 

I hope all of you will have enjoyed this Christmas as a day of rest and meaningful. God bless and take care.