I can hardly open my eyes now but I am going to Hannah at 3pm :/ Now is already 1.39pm. I have to bath and pack up my chord sheets for tonight :DD
When I slept late last night and wake up really early this morning, I already know I will be a dead body today. I planned to wake up at 8 but I woke up 5 as my area was black out, 6 my mum woke me up and I can't continue to sleep due to the heat. 2 hours doing nothing, just do some writing to list out what I have to learn by this holiday, some planning for next year on school duty and academic aims and eh. spend the longest time inside the bathroom with cold water. I usually finish bathing in 15-20mins but I stayed inside for 35 mins today. hahahahaha..
Went out with friend for a short outing, sharing, teasing and laughing. Back to church, the most challenging were already waiting for me. Once I arrived, start practice the dance "I love Jesus" for the audition to perform on 17-19 Dec. If I didn't have that conversation last night, I guess I won't have the faith and strength to motivate myself to do well and enjoy this super sweaty dance. After dancing, it was drama practice "Tomorrow". For the very first time, I have an aim on such thing, I meant performing on stage as a performer, not a musician. I want to be the Narrator or the Jesus character. Just either one. I don't want to be the main, it needs to be very emotional and childish - to me it is childish for a girl to keep bully his boy friend. So, eh.. I will keep my positive minded and move on until the day of audition.
After dnd, I am finally home with some wonderful food. I got hungry at 10.45am when I were still in the audition. Hungry makes an angry man and hungry makes me angry :( Now, I am full and comfortable. There are still many practices waiting for me, "Heaven is counting on You", "One", "God is so good". 1 dance, 2 songs :)
Self motivating...............stuff packing.....preparing speech for tonight (OMG!) about thanksgiving. ...challenging...but, I will stop saying Never but DO IT RIGHT :D
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