Holiday day 1

Today would be this first day of my Raya Holiday. I kind of hating my holiday now. Something unpleasant just happened last night and this holiday is going to make my mind developing on its will. I am trying not to let that happen so I am looking for games to play, homework to do and blog. I believe I will blog more recently.

I got reply from YH last night but apparently he denied he remember me and said he doesn’t remember me. Well, I am sad but not too much. It is just 4 days matter. I have to be rational. I was expecting some outing today but appeared to be I am lazy to move myself out of the room.

I played some games on facebook today and it was boring. All of these are gambling. I am weak on that. So, I gave up playing those games. Searching some songs on KG and that makes me miss YH even more. He told me he is using the same model laptop as I do and using same software as I do. Am I being emotional now? How should I dealing with this feeling? I don’t want to deny it because this is the way how God created me but I have no idea how should I deal with it.

Found some nice songs and my favourite is 你不知道的事—王力宏 :) besides that, 三个字—凌加峻 which is a cantonese song. I realized I have special favourite toward Hong Kong. Everything from Hong Kong. I like their songs, their movies and even when I was young, I dedicated to get marry with Hong Kong guy. Weird, right? Anyway, that was when I was young.

Now, I just wish to find someone who is suitable for me but not one who is funky and good looking. I need someone who is able to show loyalty to our relationship and having the same vision. I wish I can find one soon.

Have a conversation with my classmonitor. He was kind of hmmm…he sort of know who is the guy I like but I think he misunderstood. I used to think he likes me since his friend told me once but I think it is impossible since there are big differences on our body sizes. He is thin and tall while I am round and tall. Not match at all. However, he is a good friend to talk even though sometimes he will bump out something ridiculous that you will be ==||. Overall, am happy to work with him this year and hopefully next year as well.

Hmmm…I am empty minded now. So, I’ll stop here until I got something new to write =)