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I have reloaded my phone.

I have sent out a message saying who am I and when we met.

My heart and hands didn’t beat faster or sweat when I press “Send”

Now,

I am too afraid to see my phone.

I left it outside my room.

Put into silent mode.

Yet,

I worry he will replying and I didn’t read it.

I want to know whether he got reply or not but I afraid the feeling of disappointed when I see nothing.

YH, please reply me =’)