Life Game? Real Life?

Howdy :) I am back from Life Game Camp! This afternoon around 4.30pm! Serving as helper in Life Game is fun and impacting lives! God impacted campers’ lives as well as my life. Although these few days I felt so tired because sleep really late and wake up really early. However, it worth of everything when I saw there are campers kneel down to pray to God for committing their lives and full time serving.

I did those decisions too. It were so hard for me but God just helped me to do that. In Life Game, I prayed. In real life, I need to do something. Prayer without action is death. That’s true. I experienced that. I keep praying I would get a good result but I never go and study. Will that make anything come true? No, right? I have dragged for 7 years and I don’t want to drag anymore. I must do something this year, today, right now!

I have the passion back once again. The fire in my heart that consuming to bright up the path of others! I will keep on praying as well as seek for advice about how should I prepare myself and my mum about the decision that I have made. Since I really don’t wish I am going to fight with my mum because of religious matter and I am not ready to be kicked out from the house. I know I should put God and I will pray for this until the right timing then I will tell my mum about that. I still have 1 year time. So, no worries but pray :)

I realized I have grow a bit in this camp. Most of the campers said I am a good actor to being a bad and fierce person. –,- I really want to apologized about that. I am not doing that purposely. I did nothing. I just didn’t smile. I am not angry or annoying or anything. It is just I am neutral and I am serious with the task I am assigned. So, really sorry to those people who misunderstood that I was angry or I have released my anger to you. I just want to say this is the me when I am working. Serious and no smile at all. A typical melancholic. Cool blooded and strict. A typical Mel-Co :)

Hang out with Lifeteam with just now. I didn’t talk much but listen to Amos and others conversation for most of the time. I prefer to be alone for most of the time but I admit I do need friends as well. So, I am trying to mix around with others even though I know I am not good in socializing with others. I don’t know what’s wrong with me >.< I heard Elbert and Amos conversation about youth ministry. I gained some insight about what youth ministry is and how to train up youth. Not all but partially.

Although Life Game has ended here, I believe God’s still working as usual. His holy spirit move among all His people and working in each other hearts. May the Lord continue to bless and guard all the campers and lifeteam continue to grow stronger in His word. May the Lord also help them to see things from His angle and able to reach out a helpful hand to others who are in need.

Cheer for what God has done! He is the only one who worth of all the praises and claps :) Good night everyone! Real life is on! Be aware of what is right and what is wrong, what is true and what is false, what is pleasing God and what is not, what is meaningful and what is not. Every decision in life is a spiritual decision.

<Wow! I never know I can write such thing! Reading Bible is cool!! >