Rejoice!!

I guess, I will write my blog in English again. If there is no special issue, I wish I won't change my language to express myself. Rejoice, for I, finally continue to live my own life for the Lord and write for my own feeling.

I just came back Hannah. I have hectic day. I helped in the steward department, lunch, SBC youth visitation, serving in Cafe, aggrieved during serving, mood down, deceiving myself, talk to Refi, pray to God, dinner, bath, read the Bible, I am RECOVERED now ;)

Tiredness and feeling of insecure are killing. I am not angry with the brother who wronged me and talked to me in a harsh manner. I understood how things happen when you are busy and you are looking for a hand to help you. I am willing to forgive him because he had alerted me how weak is my spiritual awareness. I should have pray to God for His mercy and strength when this brother aggrieved me but I didn't. So, it is my fault that I have allowed Satan to have a foothold and attack me.

I thank God for every wonderful person that He had placed in my life. I choose to see only their strength but not their faults against me or against any other matter. I believe that is the best way to build up a good relationship. For somewhere in the Proverbs said "A man's wisdom gives him patience, it is his glory to overlook an offense." May the Glory be to God when every time I choose to overlook people's offense with the Wisdom of God.

I read Philippians 4 and Psalms 3 after my dinner. Both of these passages encouraged me a lot in a way that, I can always be Rejoice because the Lord is with me. I need to not to anxious about anything but pray upon everything to God because I am His child. My worries and problems wouldn't be a stepping stone that stop me from growing because the Lord is my shield. He will protect me over my problems and destroy my enemies that stand against me. I have prayed to the Lord that I want Him to clean my mind. Empty my mind and start to fill in things that true, noble, lovely, right, admirable, excellent or praiseworthy. I want to think about that always and put in practice whatever I have received from the Lord.

Last night God already speaks to me that wants me to be with Him tightly for 40 days. He wants me to do a 40 days prayer. I answered with an unwilling heart and I have yet to start. However, I will start today. I already pray to God and I even talk to Him about the decision that I have made before I tell my Pastor, my mum or my friends! When I am in sorrow, I know only God who is able to help so it is wisely to turn to God, FIRST.

Thank you for today, my Lord. You let me experienced what is contented in any circumstances. Please help me continue to experience that ;)