My past

It strikes me so hard when I pray about the verse I am going to study today, James 2. That reminds me a friend, a friend that I have since Primary 6 until now. The sad part is we don't know talk anymore. She is joining my small group and as a elder member, I have accepted her but I have scary feeling toward her. Not that because she said something hurt me before, but because I don't know how to communicate with us as she were isolating herself from me since hmmm...2-3 years ago?

I know my past is a past tense for me now. I have made brand new in the Lord :) Maybe, I should build up my relationship with her? I know I shouldn't show favouritism to anyone but sometimes, people, really hard to tahan with their rudeness and ruthless. Especially the younger one, looking at them, is actually looking back to the me which was 5 years ago. I pray to God that I really urge to see life change in them. God can change a junk like me, God can change them too.

I shall pray and talk to this girl, right? But not in a way to please people, but God.

I also need to pray for revival in Youth. I saw our youth has become more commercial rather than Godly. The first thing people saw the concert invitation card is ask, DO I NEED TO PAY FOR ENTRANCE FEE? It is because the invitation card look so commercial and I took a long time explain to them it is an EVANGELICAL CONCERT and YOU DON'T NEED TO PAY FOR ENTRANCE FEE BECAUSE IT IS FREE!!

May God open the spiritual eyes of my youth leaders that they may see the Ministry from God's angle.