Worship Song: Breathe – Michael W Smith

Loved Michael W Smith’s clear vocal. Furthermore, I love the song that He is presenting to God – Breathe. May my every breathe would be a blessing and glorifying God. May my thirst to know God more just as how I need air to breathe. May my life will be pleasing and delightful to God’s sight and a good testimonial to the world! Amen!

This is the air I breathe
This is the air I breathe
Your holy presence living in me

This is my daily bread
This is my daily bread
Your very word spoken to me

And I I'm desperate for you
And I I'm I'm lost without you

This song really touched me when I was having mood swing just now. I was talking to a friend but I really feel bad to get close to him. I don’t know why. I guess, it is because of regret or scare of something else. I admit I used be really dependant on this friend but now, I am trying to treat everyone the same. I knew clearly that it is not time for me to think about relationship which is more than friendship. He was having mood swing suddenly, just now. I guess it was caused by my word. I talked too much. Got too excited over everything :s

I really need more of God’s word to cultivating my mind so that it will be renewed and transforming each day and teach me how build up relationship with others. Just like this song, God is with me all the time, He watched over me. He knew every thoughts and feeling of mine. And for sure, I am lost and nothing without Him. I really desperate for the Lord now. I desperate for the Lord because I feel like there is something wrong with my spiritual life. Prayer every morning seem to be a habit to me. Prayer seem to be a prayer for me wherever I go, whenever it is, whatever I do. My heart just keep praying and having linkage with the Lord through praying. Is there something wrong? I thought building relationship with God takes a long time and discipline. Is it too fast for me to develop into such way? Did I hold on any wrong teachings?

I am confused. Lord, teach me your way and may You works within people’s heart so that they will come close to you.